FORMSPRING ME!

Is a dickhead?

So, it's 7:32 PM and i'm lying in my bed reading J.D. Salinger. What a fucking life. Oh and i can't find one of my shoes. and all my good shirts smell like dust. but at least we have brickworks, because that place is epic, even if the bennison couldn't be deep. but i think i had a good day, although there were some shit bits it was mostly good. haha i pretty much just write in this blog to whinge don't i? how very fucking lame. anyway i should get back to my book, i feel too social out here.

Okay two things that piqued my curiosity today, probably more but I forget a lot of it. First things first, thank you everyone on msn today for not caring enough to ask how I'm doing, but that's not what's pissing me off. First was a comment that was quite out of line and I most certainly did not like at all, second was a rather witty thing I thought up, polygamy is a crime, fairly obvious statement and completely true but I thought it was pretty damn...what's the word...clever is the best I can come up with. Anyway, that's all I can remember from the day except that I got some clothes that I like. Nobody reads this shit anyway. Fuck angst

I'm out!

oh the cure

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

OOGLY BOOGLY!
okay thats all i had and i didn't even think that up, but i guess i'll think the rest up as i go alongg.

i planned to write this about polly, but i honestly do not know what to say except that something changed, i dont think either of us knows when, but it changed. and it hurt, of course. of course i only really know half the story, but at the start i didn't really take it seriously, i thought "oh its a break, should last a couple of weeks then back to bliss" but of course that never happened. i think it dawned on me around christmas day. and the time since has been spent in utter patheticness i guess. 2010 hasnt been the best year so far haha. i dont really know what i'm saying here, but all i know is that i still love polly and i miss being with her, but i think i understand that its not going to happen and that i have to move on, but i dont know what to move on to. it's like i'm chronically disoriented. but enough of this lugubrity, i have to go to bed. i hope this helped anybody. anyways.

I'm out!